The last 3 months have been hard, the next 2 months will be harder. I feel out of place even in my own home, so I spend most of my time on campus. Atleast there I feel comfortable, I dont feel like im allowed to go home. I miss being able to cook, to watch TV, or just stay at home without having to rush out ealy and come back late. Even when I am there I feel trapped with people around me who dont seem to care, even if I could ask for help, this is not the place for it.

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